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Freak/Accident
03:25
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Maybe I just came here to hurt you
Maybe you just came here to bleed
I found my faith in conversations
Between the devil and me
How does it feel to be awake?
Where do you find the courage to stand up straight?
There’s a version of me I wouldn’t let you see
And he’s taking over more and more everyday
How does it feel to never lose?
The devil’s cruel when he shows you the truth
Holding that mirror close, feeling those eyes on you
Write the end before it’s chosen for you
Make it perfect
Do you even remember
When we were objects of memories
I saw that look upon your shoulders
Was it triumph or defeat
If you knew what I am now
Would you even wanna meet me
I saw it in your eyes from deep inside
All of my insides
I fell in love again
In my dreams last night
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2. |
Aberration
03:01
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Woke up slowly forever dreaming
Two toned highways left
I’m driving off that cliff
Still dying for completion
Pleading for all the reasons
I’m tryin man
Figure out what’s left
Under the dust and our layers
In any situation
Do I know you anymore like I used to
Tattooed my resignations
For ending up on the deep end
Pressed on no irons left
These resurrections of our gods
And no one’s seen them yet
Sour tongues on bar tops
So familiar to everyone here
Yet no one really cares
Friends are true to open ears
Breaking that silence is worse than death itself
But wait for the next handout
I’m disappointed man
So disappointed
Wait for that happy ending
The one you dream about
The one you dream about
Did it ever come true?
Did you take those pictures?
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3. |
Mary
04:01
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So done dying the old way
The way you described it sold me
Swallowed the pride, bumped the glory
So done faking and failure
The way you called him your savior
I choked it down then quickly covered my mouth
You make it seem like nothing
The internal pushing and shoving
But when the cops came to cuff him
You screamed out your overwrought lungs
I guess at the time it was simpler
They’d never approve of a quitter
You left the kids with the sitter
And handwrote to everyone you loved
Was it ever enough?
You know your choices are still your own
Don’t wanna come over, don’t wanna be home
You know I hate to see you go
When all the chances came and went
To fill those shoes that would never fit
The blood we spilled is all that’s left
But no, we’re not dying yet
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4. |
Purple Heys
02:19
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Playing dead
But the dogs won’t find me
Under the city while it sleeps
Preserving all of these antagonistic dreams
Fueling all of my insecurities
Everyone’s wasted
Everyone’s talkin
Everyone’s tryin
To figure it out
City screams
Steel pain blazing on the scenes
The sun goes down on you and me
Look at all the faceless people gaining nothing but defeat
Ian says have another drink with me
City please
Stretch your arms out to me
Breathing in the yesterdays
Of singing In the streets
I need an architectures dream
Blueprint lullabies of nothing
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5. |
Casa Nada
03:43
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The curtains closed
My final act has ended
We took our bows
Our last farewell salutes
Hands were shaking running fingers thru your hair
Them bright stage lights were dancing all around you
I feel it now
I'm a bad guy in a suit
Disgusting mouth
Spewing favors for your naive ears
Hands in pockets walking hard now
Lips seal the letters of your last vows
Pressed up against the wind
Never wanna feel like that again
I love the way you love to hate me
These tears are gone
Man I’ve been devastated
Been vomiting up all this blood
This prescription excuse
Staving from the neighborhoods I used to love
Forgetting all the names I used to call
I’m so damn weak
Boy hand me down my walking shoes
Slumpin brows
I’m still that stranger that you’ve known for years
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6. |
Blood Oath
03:31
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Borrowed time is all that’s left to spend
Burning holes in my pockets
Did you really think they'd let you say no?
Gray and green, soft morning
Stayed slept in, stayed unseen
A decade, a weekend
Forgot what we were chasing
Eyes glaze over just the same
Oh what a perfect day
I wish I’d have known
It still seems like a fucking joke
Take it all or take it slow
Double down or just let go
Forgive me if I don’t hold my breath
Some things are better off left dead
Couldn’t imagine it now or ever before
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7. |
Unfamiliar
02:16
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I let all those familiar sounds
Explode into something so much worse than just a falling out
I can’t stand this empty house
Balancing on every floorboard
Hoping they just give out
Washed up and soaken through
I don’t wanna be something you don’t like to admit to
Outside of my mind, shut in all the time
Trying to revive whatever’s left of some former you
I watched every layer of my skin
Get stripped away til there was nothing left of value
Except my own vulnerability
And that false sense of security
When the slightest breeze could crumble this entire
Kingdom around me
Maybe
It was never my head
On your shoulder but it felt real to me
It’s draining
But it’s just distance
Did you come home or am I still asleep?
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8. |
Abel
04:29
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The pressure was always worse than the pain
It’s an unfocused rage
It’s a phantom unrelenting ache
The pressure, the cumulative weight
If the quick fix doesn’t take
We can just burn it all away
If you’re not concerned
Then I’ll try to be brave
If it’s really no big deal
I’ll try to convince myself the same
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9. |
Slugger
03:01
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I forgot what a small town was
I forgot what a small town was again
Dirt rocks
Smoked haze
Tequila
Cocaine
Ain't about time you had some shame
Ain't about time you had some shame
(It’s a)
Class war
Of okays
Good mornings
Lunch breaks
How’s your family how’s your wife?
How’s your children how’s your life?
Headin on the off ramp going
35 to life
Thinking bout somebody else’s good times
I woke up in New York City
No one here will know my name
I woke up in New York City
No one here will know my shame
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